So, this is what I did for the 6 months that I was in NS:



and now, I'm on my 1 week block leave, doing the thing that I've always wanted to do since the day I enlisted - NOTHING. The feeling of boredom never felt so good.

Anyway, I'm officially a sergeant now, and I'll be your friendly neighborhood Fire Fighter at Changi Station from next Monday onwards. So call 995 if you have an emergency :)

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I've been going to NTU these past few days, with a couple of trips here and there with Huz, Harvey, Ilyas, Sujay, Bryan, WZ, & Choon Boon. There was the midnight drive to random place till 2am+, the sleeping in NTU carparks, shopping(sorta) in town, gym, museum, libraries etc. My fuel tank is nearly drained, and all that town parking (not to mention ERPs) is really draining on my monetary supply. I'm talking about $30 in 2 days. Damn.

In my free time, I practiced violin, re-played Warcraft III RoC + FZ and.. hmm nothing much actually.

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I don't like growing up. Sigh. Growing up has changed me, changed people around me, in ways that are diminishing. Barriers start to form over silly things and relationships are formed for benefits. You start to see the cruel world. But this cruelty was forged by grown ups in the first place, so it doesn't make sense to continue fueling it. Nonetheless, we do it anyway.

I find age has tired me of many passions. I used to be enthusiastic and wanting to 'just do it'. But that's nearly gone. There are fluctuations between such optimism and apathy. I don't understand it. Is it fatigue? Perhaps.

This blog used to be updated everyday, but I have grown tired. This is an example.